What now? – kind of an eeyore day
My kids were suppose to go to the in-laws today to stay with them for the week to go to their VBS. MY DH and I had been given a complementary stay at a local hotel so we could at least get away from things for a day and get into air conditioning again. Our AC has been broke for the last several weeks now. He took off 2 days of work to do so. We can’t afford a vacation and have our 20th anniversary next week. We had been looking forward to this week for a month now. Sigh My oldest woke up not feeling well which is rare for her. It had to be now didn’t it? SO I stayed home to clean while my DH and the two girls went up to the in-laws to drop my youngest off there. I figure I might as well do something productive with the few hours I have to myself. So far I have missed most of my summer since I’ve had to work evenings for most of it. I feel a bit guilty since I promised my youngest we would go to parks and she could learn to ride her bike without training wheels. I promised them we would set up the little pool and slip n slide out back and do that. I have not kept that promise about the pool for many many years now. So far nothing. We have the remains of a large tree spread out in our backyard (for a little over a month now) that still needs cleaned up so we can’t even use our swing set. We have a fairly new chainsaw that doesn’t work.. well maybe for 10 minutes every several days. Trying desperately to make lemonade out of a lot of sour lemons.. Hoping my DH will finally find a computer job again after being laid off for 6 years now. That would at least give us plenty of “sugar” to make lemonade. I guess I will have to just sit here “squeezing lemons” in my mind until I am able to think of a way to make lemonade. I guess I sound like Eeyore.. It’s just been one of those days for me….
“When stuck in the river, it is best to dive and swim to the bank yourself before someone drops a large stone on your chest in an attempt to hoosh you there.”
Eeyore







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